—  to my grandma —

One heart and one eye are still alive….
A heart which beats stronger the more life leaves the body.
An eye which is still looking at the present world and an eye already closed for it and maybe looking at another world – beyound…
Living between these two „worlds”… we don’t know how does it feel until meeting the Death.

It is quite similar to the duality we live all our life – that tangible reality which our senses can touch and feel and the spiritual one where we live in our souls. The first one seems so fleeting even material one. All the realities that we accept for granted and which many people value more. Second one is so fragile and intangible but it is the only defining how we feel deep inside – happy, sad, moody, exciting or crying. So many nuances deep inside. Consciously or not, one day we realise, it is the only worth to live for and share with.

What the life is?… a lifetime journey to the end which brings ups and downs. I think the important one is what taste it will leave in the end of the road – sweet or bitter. As a matter, life is just a period of time. What will happen in between Birth and Death, is the most important thing. The road we go by, the way we do it and the burden or wisdom we gather day by day…

Who knows where the truth is?
We look for it all our life and many times we do it wrong. There is so much pain…. a physical one which finally ends one or another way; emotional one which is so easy to cause or heal with a word or smile; and the soul pain which can last forever and which probably we take with us beyound….

I don’t know how it feels on the edge of life. If and when I find answer, I will be alone beyound as I was on that day when I came to this world. However, in between both these points it would be happy chance to meet a soul mate and share your life journey with that person.

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Written on Monday, 8 January 2007